It is Now

I am living in a fairytale . True Love is like a wonderful drug . The side effect is unbelievable happiness and butterflies . If you don't know this feeling , never stop looking for it . It is most likely right in front of you , just open your heart .

Butterflies are Free

    I will NOT settle for less than a heart flutter. ego looks for financial security, & social status, completely missing the energy that can only be felt between two souls that are on the same level. in the past, I have been in some tempestuous relationships so my Heart closed in fear of being hurt. it was SOOO hard to let my guard down. Live with an open heart because you never know who might fall in it.
    when I found myself in Love it was hard to understand , it had no reason. friends , family & society didn't understand. if I don't follow my Heart , I WILL spend the rest of my life regretting it .
Passion —making Love without touching, those moments, experiences that feed my soul and make my heart beat don’t just go away if I close my eyes. They fester and eat away at my worthiness.
   Hurt happens. But so does healing.I can't think my way out of pain & confusion. Sometimes, the best answers come to me when I relaxed my mind & heart . become in tune with the universe. that's where pain is stored. I have to be brave enough to go there .live life from my heart . it can't be done without causing someone pain . I am Truly sorry for that .
we all get one life , one heart & alot of decisions . many will say they want to protect your heart . reality.. YOU are the only one that can

Happiness

Happiness depends upon ourselves. Maybe it's not about the happy ending, maybe it's about the story.
The purpose of life is a life of purpose. The difference between ordinary and extraordinary is that little extra.
Happiness is a direction not a destination. Thank you for existing. Be happy, be free, believe, forever young.
You know my name, not my story.
You have heard what I've done, but not what I've been through.
Love is like glass, looks so lovely but it's easy to shatter.
Love is rare, life is strange, nothing lasts and people change. Every day is special, so make the most of it, you could get a life ending illness tomorrow so make the most of every day.
Life is only bad if you make it bad.
If someone loves you, then they wouldn't let you slip away no matter how hard the situation is. Remember that life is full of ups and downs.
Never give up on something you can’t go a day without thinking about. I want to be that girl who makes the bad days better and the one that makes you say my life has changed since I met her!
Love is not about how much you say I love you -- it’s about how much you can prove it’s true.
Love is like the wind, you can feel it but you can't see it. I'm waiting to fall in love with someone I can open my heart to.
Love is not about who you can see spending your future with, it's about who you can't see spending your life without ...
Life is a game for everyone but love is the prize.
Only I can judge me.
Sometimes love hurts. Now I’m fighting myself.  Baby I can feel your pain. Dreams are my reality. It hurts but it’s okay, I’m used to it.
Don't be quick to judge me, you only see what I choose to show you ... you don't know the truth. I just want to have fun and be happy without being judged.
This is my life, not yours, don't worry about what I do. People gonna hate you, rate you, break you, but how strong you stand, that’s what makes you ... you!
There's no need to cry because I know you'll be by my side.

Burning Love

His skin is sacred like Sunday Mornings.
His Lips taste of everything I have ever craved.
His Mind was my favorite place to read.

Tempestuous Love

its hard to describe that the last time I felt safe was in the arms of someone so dangerous
I am a storm and you are the ocean

Like being blind folded , bound and gaged , in a hurricane .

You're love throws me , blind & helpless . I can't let go

Yoga

Does anyone even know what real Yoga is ? What is with trying to turn it into some fad ? " hot yoga "   THAT IS WRONG IS SO MANY WAYS . " painful yoga " YOURE DOING IT WRONG .
 You are doing it to find inner zen , tranquility . Not sweat , be in a room with other people and having some one tell you what to do . It is the one time you are to listen to your inner self period . That's the point . How did everyone get so off track ?

I am RhondaLusion

I know Love

Piper

Speak for the dead , not about them . You will have Hell to pay

Witchcraft & Vegetarianism

this is from a blog I am trying to follow but it seems to have no follow button :) Love this entire idea & way of life ♥

   Before getting onto the recipes, I had better answer a question I often get asked. Why should a witch's kitchen be animal free? Surely it should be full of "eye of newt", "toe of frog," and other such gruesome ingredients. Well, even when "normal" society thought we were making flying potions out of boiled babies there were vegan witches. Look at the example of a midwife who was burned in Scotland. Among her many henious crimes (not letting the priest attend the birth, washing everything in clean water, insisting the mothers breast feed, instead of feeding the newborn a first meal of whiskey mixed with cow's milk) was included the fact that she "has these many years kept the black fast."

The "black fast", for those who haven't heard of it, is how the witch finders described a diet free of milk, eggs, dairy, fish, flesh or foul. As you can imagine it was very hard in the British Isles to stick to such a diet, given that we have what is described as the "hungry gap" - a period through the winter when you just can't grow vegetables because it is so dark and grim. The midwife living in Scotland must have had this problem in spades, given that it is even colder and grimmer up there in the winter than it is in England. And yet somehow she stuck to her guns for years, in the face of her neighbours' suspicions, and ended up dying for her convictions.

Most people in Christian Europe kept the "black fast" through lent, then delightedly went back to eating their usual fair as soon as they could. In fact many people couldn't even keep it up for six weeks, and chowed down on water animals, since they didn't really count. That is how come the beaver became extinct in the British Isles, in case you wondering. Which is why Cambridgeshire has turned into a marshy quagmire in many areas - the beavers don't build their damns anymore, and the water is reclaiming the earth. What you do comes back to you...

However, there were always those who eschewed the idea of consuming animal products. The Cathars were such - some of them ate fish because they saw no sexual behaviour in them, and decided that they were not animals, and grew in the water. Nowadays they would know better, and be vegan. Even at the time some Cathars preferred to err on the side of caution, and didn't eat fish either.

The Cathars were utterly wiped out, burned to death, butchered in their thousands, for their "heresy." Hildegard of Bingen followed a similar diet - and she was a famous healer, who was accused of witchcraft, despite her position as the head of a convent. Her music and poetry is still listened to and greatly admired. There is evidence that Joan of Arc was a vegan, and there is no doubt at all that Leonardo Da Vinci and his boyfriend (the famous "universal man") were both vegan - and for animal rights rather than religious reasons. In fact Da Vinci was regularly accused of witchcraft, and only his incredible talent kept him safe.

These people took moral stances at a time when to do so was difficult - to say the least. It is much easier for us now to follow our conscience then it was back then. It is unlikely that we are going to be burned to death for "keeping the black fast."

I am

pugnacious :)

say my name

there is always that one person , that when they say your name out loud it makes your heart flip

Top of the chain ? F M .

I hear Mothers say (about their children in prison) "they treat them like Animals"
WHY is it OK to treat someone weaker than You so bad ?Animal or person?

 you torture, slaughter & eat Animals ?Just because you can ? you are at the top of the food chain ? You're a fucking moron.

Should I sleep with your husband because I can ?? I am at the top of the sex chain .

a Meat eater is NO different than a home wrecker or a criminal .  

Happy Birthday from Olivia to me

          Olivia's version of BettyBoop Me ♥

 I  dry my tears, and try to place
A happy smile upon my face.
With practiced skill in make-up, 

Remove signs of misery.
my suffering I dare not show,
And those at work must never know.
... Most envy my enchanted life,
And never dream it holds such strife.
I feels so lost, and all alone,
Remembering the hurt I've known.
I think nobody knows, or cares,
And so my pain I don't know how

to share.
Yet Jesus knows each tear Ive cried,
And for those tears He bled and died.
He longs to every doubt destroy,
And turn my weeping into joy.
He wants to live inside my heart,

until the anxious fears depart.

:(

Good bye my sweet Bird Vanity , You will be missed by Soo much by me but even more by Poopsie . He Loved You ALOT  . this morning when I was taking your Beautiful Blue , lifeless body out of the home you shared :( he watched so intently , I was crying mostly for him . I hope you are flying with the Angels ♥

U & I

RhondaLusion can you hear me ?

it is a new year and I am still a missing person

Click Click Pull

real Love DOES exist "when he touched me , I experienced the strangest sense of weakness. He had the kind of energy that would carry  me with him whether I wanted to go or not."
 Do you think our love can make miracles?

RhondaLusion, In vino veritas

I am in a very strange & sparkly place now