Happy Birthday from Olivia to me

          Olivia's version of BettyBoop Me ♥

 I  dry my tears, and try to place
A happy smile upon my face.
With practiced skill in make-up, 

Remove signs of misery.
my suffering I dare not show,
And those at work must never know.
... Most envy my enchanted life,
And never dream it holds such strife.
I feels so lost, and all alone,
Remembering the hurt I've known.
I think nobody knows, or cares,
And so my pain I don't know how

to share.
Yet Jesus knows each tear Ive cried,
And for those tears He bled and died.
He longs to every doubt destroy,
And turn my weeping into joy.
He wants to live inside my heart,

until the anxious fears depart.

:(

Good bye my sweet Bird Vanity , You will be missed by Soo much by me but even more by Poopsie . He Loved You ALOT  . this morning when I was taking your Beautiful Blue , lifeless body out of the home you shared :( he watched so intently , I was crying mostly for him . I hope you are flying with the Angels ♥